If only…, I would…

These are a few of my imaginations [all came from a daydreaming on this damn boring working hours *yawning*]:

1. If only I was a color, I would be white.

I love white. It looks clean, elegant, simple, casual, and can be mixed and matched easily. My Psychology lecturer said that the reason why someone loved her/his favorite color meant what people thought about her/him. :)

2. If only I was a shoe, I would be a white colored Converse All Star.

Oh this is my favorite shoe everrr! I really love Converse especially the white All Star ones. God, I do admire Chuck Taylor a lot, bet he was really genius! It’s sooo comfortable, easily mix and match with cloths, casual and trendy, and it’s being the coolest shoe I’ve ever seen on earth [so exaggerating, ha-ha]. Well, I think this shoe reflects who I really am. Yeah, it’s so me. ; P

3. If only I were a pair of clothes, I would be a white fit slim T-shirt and a dark bell bottom blue jean.

As I told you before-I love white- so it happens on T-shirt too. I love wearing T-shirt, especially when it fits comfortable on me- and it used to be a fit slim one. Then, I think blue jean is the best thing to be paired with. I have a –not so slim- hip, so a dark bell bottom jean can help my appearance so I can look slimmer and taller.
Great! I really like this style, especially if I match it with my white Converse All Star. Awesome. Casual, simple, but sexy.

4. If only I was a music genre, I would be rock-alternative.
Well, I actually prefer jazz or soul as my music genre, but then I reconsider it and made up my mind. Rock-alternative bands like Weezer, Foo Fighters, Third Eye Blind, Silverchair and so on are the right bands that could exactly reflect my character and personality. Yet, sometimes I could be easy listening too. ;p

5. If only I was a motorbike, I would be Honda Zoomer.

Hohoho… No, it wasn’t because I’m working at Honda so I chose this Zoomer. C’mon, look at this bike; it’s soooo COOL, isn’t it? Well, despite of its low CC (50 cc only!!!—I don’t care), this bike’s character concept definitely reflects my personality, so I think it would really fit good on a boyish girl like me. Ha!

If only.. If only… If only…I would… I would… I would…

There are still hundreds of ‘If only and I would’ on my mind.. But my boss is currently standing and looking at me right on my back so.. BACK TO WORK!!!! *Hi Boss, nice tie-- you look great today.. Hehe.. Oh, I've just downloaded some pics for new ideas and inspirations for our next project, heheheheee…*

Pfhieww... Hey, what about you anyway???

Please. It wasn’t me!!!

Just a few days ago on my lunch break time, just checked—wondering whether it’s being recorded or not---I leisurely opened that fastest search machine called google and typed my one and only blog name—ilmaffectional then hit the search button.

As fast as the local area connection speed, the result of my search appeared on my monitor and I can easily found some posts related to my blog. There were about 5 pages of result— be pleased if you guys want to try — mostly were about my own post or the comment I’ve dropped to others that had already linked to mine.
There was nothing special in particular actually, until I found something weird on the last page:

Nothing more I can do except being shocked—I was like, “ Hellooo… ilmaffectional? It was like one in a million name —going to give you thousands bucks if you could find a similar name all over the world!” So what this name stands for??? A porn site using my name??? Or my photograph??? Gimme a break!

WTF.

Surely I was in a great shock and curiosity upon this. I clicked the address site and found that it was a real porn site which is being blocked— have no idea with it--- but there was my blog name—once again, ilmaffectional—in the middle of that rude porn topics shouted on the site.

I was absolutely had no idea at all—I was just being so upset, and I once again checked if it was appeared on Yahoo! too.

And voila. Once again, ilmaffectional appears on some (yes, it was more than one) 'weird' sites.

FU*KKKKKKKK!! God, help me.

I remembered that I uploaded some of my pics for a post titled ilmamorphosis*)---- I do really afraid that there was an irresponsible person who has took advantage of it—used it, manipulated it with someone’s undressed body and propagated it on internet. DAMN.

I’ve been helped by a friend of mine for tracing this—he actually hasn’t found anything related to me on the porn sites. BUT, if you guys accidentally found porn sites using ilmaffectional or my face----- BELIEVE ME, IT WASN’T ME.

Thank you very much.